If you give them the chance.

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

Yayy i'm in a pretty good mood :) Yesterday i went to town with Lauren and we met up with Pippa and Annie and omfg something soo weird happened. Annie's been getting these unknown calls for about 7 weeks and she answered one and said lauren's name.. it rang her phone straight away : she answered it and said Pippa's name.. it rang her straight away : and then she answered it and said my name : and it rang me straight away : it was sooo creepy ! I kept getting the calls but only when i was with Annie. We were all like.. omfgzz :

Anyways.. then Annie and Lauren decided to catch a train to go shopping in Birmingham and left me and Pippa :L so me and Pippa met up with Ben and Sam, and then Charley, Chloe and Hannah joined us. Around about 5ish me and Pippa thought we'd go to Josh's house to say hello but we didn't we just just ended up going home :L aha. We took the long route home because we weren't quite ready to go home. We took some nice pictures of the sunset over the river, i didn't have my SLR with me though so i took it on my phone :( although my camera on my phone has 12megapixels so they weren't too bad :) and then we sat by the river for a few hours until it was pitch black and just talked about shizzz. Then we went home :L

Ooooo!! Babycakes are bringing out 2 halloween special tee's !! I'm soo excited :D i've seen one of them and it's AMAZING! i'm gonna get one as soon as they're on sale :D
Also i'm reallyyy excitedd for Ed's fancy dress party on 14th November ! :D I might go as a Geisha ;) lmao. tbh i just wanna get drunk again (Y) haven't in aaaages.
Anyways here's a picture of one of the new babycakes tee's.

it's amazinggg :D anyways im off ! cyaahh xox

Saturday, 24 October 2009

One Small Change, Yet So Big

I'm so confused. I'd love to go into everything that's happened. But i've been told to keep it a secret. And i can't let anyone know about it :/ But basically .. I've fallen in love with someone, and he told me he loved me too. But he has a girlfriend :/ If things improve over the next couple of weeks, i might be able to say. But atm it's very hush hush. I'm just hoping things go my way :/ i just want be the one that's chosen for once.

Well anyway, i'm trying to be positive about things :) I went to the cinema with Becca on Wednesday and we saw 'Up' in 3D! omfgg it was amaazingg :D hahaa. And we broke up from school yesterday and my parent's went on holiday. I was really looking forward to this week before all the shit happened with .. ahem.. all i want to do is see him :/ but i won't see him all week. Badtimes (N) Oh and btw, I finished with Calum completely ;) haha. Cyaa xox

here's my latest layout i've made.

Friday, 9 October 2009

Long Time No Speak

Omgg i haven't blogged in so long D: okay so i'll fill you in on everything that has happened lately...

On the 21st and 22nd of september i stayed off school while my mum was in the hospital. she had the cancer removed and everything went very well :) On Friday 2nd October, Becca slept over and we went for an Indian at a place called The Lodge with my mum, dad and brother's Neil and Daniel. We have been there before and it was always very nice. The reason we went is because on Sunday 4th October it was my birthday, but i wanted to go on the friday because of the plans i had. Becca slept over on the Friday.

On Saturday 3rd October me and Lauren went to The Babycakes Party! it was absolutely AMAZING. Unicorn kid was there :) proper good party, loads of interesting people. But after the party was the best bit.. we walked outside and we saw Paul Griffiths!! (the creator of babycakes - absolutely GORGEOUS!!) we ran up to him.. he was drunk :] seriously one of the funniest people i have ever met in my life. soo friendly :) he hugged me for like.. an hour! -no joke. and he kissed me 5 times :D once on the nose.. then on the cheek.. then on the eye ;) LOL.. and TWICE on the lips! i'm kinda glad i got dumped by calum, the week before LOL! because i didnt feel guilty about kissing paul ;D also paul signed my ticket and my t-shirt :) he also told me a drunken story about his testicles LMFAO! we took many pictures. i full on love him. defoo going next time! So anyway, Sunday 4th October was my birthday and i went to town with Becca and Sue. Josh the bum'ole had his phone off all day >:[ he got me a present but still hasnt gave it me (: LOL. and that night i also got swine flu D: which meant i had this ENTIRE week off school. lmao. the swine flu was absolutely horrible though.. ohh and on wednesday my mum was given 'the all clear' :) which made me soo happy :) But something tragic happened on thursday morning at 2:30am :/ Shanna's mum died of cancer :( it was absolutely awful :/ 2 days after Shanna's birthday :/ because on friday night they were told she'd only have a few days to live :/ poor shanna. so upset about that :/

But anywaysss.. today i didnt wake up until 6:00pm! LOL! cuz i didnt go to sleep until 7am cus i was talking to chris all night. haha, wont get to sleep tonight now :( Oh yeah and Calum.. we're back together now. but tbh.. i'm really not even sure if i want to be :/ lmaoo. all my friends hate him. i'll see how things go. okay so i'll blog soon. please comment :) Ciao xox

p.s.

picture of my puppy took with my new dslr-a230 (my baby) that i got for my birthday.

first 2 pictures i took at the babycakes party.. 3rd picture of me and lauren with matt and dan and some more people we met at the babycakes party.. took by cat on my phone, who we also met. aha.

Sunday, 20 September 2009

I Love You Tbh

Well it's been a while since i last blogged so i'll fill you in on everything. Last Friday I went to Chloe's party. It was me, Chloe, Becci, Pippa, Ben, Dan, Alex, Steve, Ed, Frankie, Lucy, Sue, Shanna, Freya, Joel, Abi and Crystal. It was so much fun :) It really cheered me up. I got soo drunk. I've seriously never been so drunk in my life. I climbed in a rabbit hutch, kissed everyone, Fell off the trampoline face forwards, ripped my tights, Broke my necklace, Lost my earings.. Despite all that.. i had the time of my life :) I had soo much fun.

Then on the Sunday, me and Lauren went to see Twenty Twenty live! it was absolutely AMAZING. They had 3 support bands.. 'Room 94', 'The Broadcast' and 'The Return'. We met absolutely everyone, got a few pictures and autographs. I managed to get George's number (he's the guitarist from room 94) and he kissed me on the cheek, he said i had cool hair and a nice smile :) and i got Kit's msn (he's the bassist from room 94) he said i was amazing :) and i got Kieran's msn (he's the lead singer of room 94) he.. is.. gorrrgeouss. He said i had a nice smile and it made him happy ;) and he sang nevershoutnever - big city dreams to us and on msn he said i was hot ;) EEEE! so yeahh i had a MINT night.

Then 2 days ago i went to see The Final Destination 4 in 3D at the cinema with Pippa, Josh and Lauren. Omgg it was sooo good! The 3D looks absolutely amazing. and yesterday i went camping with Chloe, Becci, Alex, Dan, Crystal, Shanna and Sue. Omgg it was so much fun :) i haven't laughed so much in ages. We drank a bit of booze, had a laugh, had 10 minutes sleep LOL. and Omfg there was a goose outside our tent : LMFAO! we were like.. ARRGHH D: well.. Dan was ;D LOL! and I got home this morning feeling sooo rough. ahaa. And I don't have to go into school until Wednesday now :) hopefully i'll be going to the cinema on Wednesday too :)

Omg. I've met a boyy. His name is Calum. And he is absolutely AMAZING. He's full on perfect tbf. He's lushh, funnyy, lovely, caring.. everything i look for in a guy.. and more. We have so much in common. And we love eachoterrr :) buutt we live like.. 4 hours away from eachother :/ so we saidd we'll try and make it work :) he's gonna come up to see me for a bit next month in the half term :) I can't wait. I love him so much tbh <33

Anywayss i'm off ;) Cyaaa xox

Thursday, 10 September 2009

Trauma

Well. Tbh, i'm utterly speechless. That's a first :/ I had a good day at school today. But when i came home i was in for a massive shock. My mum came into my room and told me she needed to talk to me. I could tell it was bad news. She explained to me the doctors told her she had breast cancer. I was in complete shock. My whole body went cold, and i was shaking. My eyes were streaming with tears, i'd never seen my mum cry before in my life.. she's a strong woman, but seeing her cry made my tears come even more. It was a bizarre moment. It's the kind of thing you never think will happen to you, and when it does, you're not prepared. I certainly wasn't.

I could only think of the worst. Even though the doctor's had said it's only a small lump and they're very confident.. it still scares me. Every minute of every day from now.. my head is going to be filled with these thoughts :/ I wish i wasn't so negative. My eldest brother came into my room and gave me a big hug. My other brother is still yet to know :/

How the hell will i enjoy the party now ? well that's not what i'm concerned about anymore. ciao xox

Tuesday, 8 September 2009

Schoool (N) :(

Ughhhh :/ reeaallyy don't wanna go to school tomorrow :/ It's gonna actually full on suck!

I had a proper good day today though :) I went to town with Lauren and Lauren and then we met up with Becci and Pippa. It was such a funny day :')

Awww Josh had his operation on his mouth todayy :L bless himmm.

Ohh yeahh and my Topshop clothes came today ! :D I'm dead pleased with it. Still really excited for the party on Friday (Y).

Going to the cinema tomorrow night :) eee! Going with Josh, Lauren and Kirsty. We're seeing Sorority Row. it looks mintt :) We're going at 6:20.

I'm proper happyyy (: October's gonna be absolutely mintttt tbhh. 2nd - All time low. 3rd - Babycakes party. 4th - My birthday. 13th - enter shikari (i thinkk) 22nd - Bowling for soup. and the last week my parents are on holiday and i'm going to Josh's partyyyy :D

Well anywayy. I'm off to bed. Have to be up in 6 and a half hours lmao. Niiiighhtt xox

Monday, 7 September 2009

Freshhhh Prince

Ohh noo :/ i feel awful. One of my best mates came back off his holiday a few days ago. and i spoke to him for the first time in 2 weeks today. and he told me he 'likes me a lot' :/ i let him down gently. we're better off friends tbf (Y)

Today i spent most of my day watching Fresh Prince Of Bel Air. omfgg i love love love it! ;) Ohh and unfortunately i spent the rest of my day doing art coursework :/ which btw i still haven't finished. i'm half way through and i'll finish it in the morning or when i come back from town. Oh and i need to do my english coursework >:[ ugh. i might not do it until wednesday night though seeing as it's the first day back ;)

:O My riverisland stuff came todayy :D the dress looks noice :) but it's reaally short. too short to be a dress lmao so i have to wear shorts under it. and the bag is lovelyyy :) Just need my Topshop stuff now (:

When i'm in town tomorrow i'm gonna buy some fake eyelashes. I've only ever tried putting fake eyelashes in once before on holiday with Becca. It was an epic fail (N) But i'm gonna try again :) I still don't really know if you're supposed to put mascara on your eyelashes before you put the fake ones on or not :S i've seen some people do it :L

Wednesday should be good, seeing everyone again.. getting my new timetable.. but most importantly.. cinemaaa in the evening :D i love my wednesday's at the cinema (: I think i'm going with Josh, Lauren and Kirsty and I think we're seeing Sororoty Row. it looks really good (: Haven't got anything planned for Thursday but i'm sure i'll be doing some kind of homework :/ lmao. And Friday is Chloe's party :D as you can tell i'm proper excited about it ;D If it sucks i'm gonna be proper disappointed lmao. That night i think Becci is stopping at mine because she has no way of getting home :L and Saturday night Lauren is stopping over because on Sunday we're seeing twentyyy twentyyyyyyy :D :D I'm so excited for that :D still have no idea what i'm gonna wear though lmao. I wanna buy some neon stuff :P aha. Anyways that's it really. I feel sick now :( and i'm boiling! Off to watch Mock The Week on Dave Ja Vu ;) lmaoo. Cyaa xox

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

Good Mood

it's amazinggg :D anyways im off ! cyaahh xox

Saturday, 24 October 2009

One Small Change, Yet So Big

here's my latest layout i've made.

Friday, 9 October 2009

Long Time No Speak

Omgg i haven't blogged in so long D: okay so i'll fill you in on everything that has happened lately...

p.s.

picture of my puppy took with my new dslr-a230 (my baby) that i got for my birthday.

first 2 pictures i took at the babycakes party.. 3rd picture of me and lauren with matt and dan and some more people we met at the babycakes party.. took by cat on my phone, who we also met. aha.

Sunday, 20 September 2009

I Love You Tbh

Anywayss i'm off ;) Cyaaa xox

Thursday, 10 September 2009

Trauma

How the hell will i enjoy the party now ? well that's not what i'm concerned about anymore. ciao xox

Tuesday, 8 September 2009

Schoool (N) :(

Ughhhh :/ reeaallyy don't wanna go to school tomorrow :/ It's gonna actually full on suck!

I had a proper good day today though :) I went to town with Lauren and Lauren and then we met up with Becci and Pippa. It was such a funny day :')

Awww Josh had his operation on his mouth todayy :L bless himmm.

Ohh yeahh and my Topshop clothes came today ! :D I'm dead pleased with it. Still really excited for the party on Friday (Y).

Going to the cinema tomorrow night :) eee! Going with Josh, Lauren and Kirsty. We're seeing Sorority Row. it looks mintt :) We're going at 6:20.

Well anywayy. I'm off to bed. Have to be up in 6 and a half hours lmao. Niiiighhtt xox

Monday, 7 September 2009

Freshhhh Prince

i am not a saint

hiii :) i'm Bee and im 14. i love love love my life. my friends mean the world to me. i love music, photography, films and singing (: I'm in my 3rd year of singing lessons. I live with my mum, dad, older brother's Neil and Daniel, and my 2 dogs :) I think Oli Sykes is the most beautiful man to walk the planet ;) My favourite number is 11, my lucky number is 123. i love all colours. My best friends are Chris<3, Becca, Lauren, Josh and Kasia. I hate clingy people and people who make me feel awkward. awkward situations are just the worst! I'm obsessed with Top Model. Britain's next top model.. america's.. canada's.. australia's.. you name it ;) lmao. Some of the best films i've ever seen are The Notebook, Twilight, Forrest Gump, The Orphanage and Moulin Rouge. Some of my all time favourite songs are.. 'You Had Me At Hello' by A Day To Remember because it reminds me of someone special. 'The Feel Good Drag' by Anberlin because it's just a mintt songg ;) 'Lay Your Hands' by Simon Webbe (don't laugh) because of a personal reason about a very special person in my life (: .. 'Miserable At Best' and 'Three Cheers For Five Years' both by MayDayParade because they have some really amazing lyrics and some deep meanings. 'Iris' by Goo Goo Dolls because i abso adoree the lyrics and i can relate to it :) and it always reminds me of happy times i had with someone (: So yeahh.. that's pretty much me :) ciao x

don't sell yourheart.